Sunday, May 11, 2008

Cold & Rainy Ride

I met my teammate Amie for a ride this morning - we had decided to leave at 8:30 so we could miss the rain. The weather people were totally wrong when they had predicted it would start raining at 10 or 10:30. It was more like 8:45! Nasrin began with us but decided very quickly that she was turning back to go home (smart woman). Amie and I toughed it out for 1.5 hours and arrived back at our house soaking wet and shivering. After hot showers and hot chocolate, we began to thaw out a bit. We didn't see any other riders out there, so we were either very hardcore or very stupid. It was in the 50's and I realize that this may not be all that cold to you northerners, but we've been enjoying some very nice days in the 70's and 80's recently. So 50 is cold, and then add in the rain and all of the sudden it's arctic-like.

A few hours later Marty (who was conspiculously absent from our ride) and I went to the Y. I was going to do the elliptical and he was going to lift. I only made it about 7 minutes on the elliptical before I had to stop. My foot was unbearable - not even the heel but the entire dang thing! So I walked over to the rowing machine thingamajig which looked interesting and did that until my butt screamed (and my hands had developed blisters). Some cross training.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Foot Follies

Oh, the foot. Not so good for those of you who are wondering. I did what Melissa said and didn't run after my torture massage. Instead I biked with the group on Wednesday after work (so fun!). I'm very glad my foot doesn't hurt when I bike. On Thursday after work, Marty met me at Umstead. I was very hopeful; my foot had been feeling pretty good. It didn't hurt all that much when walking around and it didn't hurt hardly at all in the mornings. But the run didn't go well. It hurt from the start, but I kept thinking it just needed to warm-up. I looked at my watch and realized it still hadn't warmed up after 20 minutes. Then after 25 minutes I realized I was altering my stride. So Marty said, "Let's walk." And I did. Then I said, "Let's run." And off we went and the heel felt good for a bit! Then it didn't. Then it got very painful. And we walked some more, and then we just walked the rest of the way back to the car. Marty put his arm around me and told me not to worry. He was trying his best to be supportive, but I was spiraling downward into that place where us girls quickly go -- and once I got back into my car I had a good cry by myself. And then I called my dad.

Eagleman is probably out. I might do the aquabike if they let me switch, since I did fork over a lot of $$ for the race, and we have friends who will be there racing. In the back of mind (like some of you knew) I was hoping if I had a great race I may just score a Hawaii spot. Of course I don't have a big interest in doing an Ironman, but Hawaii is a different story all together. I thought I had a chance at it anyways, but definitely not anymore. And I don't want to do the race when I'm not ready or when I could hurt myself more. Because at this point, I haven't run much at all since St. Anthony's which means:

A) I haven't even gotten close to the long runs I need, and when I do run
B) It hurts, which leads to
C) Not a good idea to race a half ironman

I'm planning on aqua-jogging (thanks Marit and Jen) and doing the elliptical (I think my foot is okay with this?). And biking. Maybe my bike will get really strong, which would be a nice side effect to the bum foot.

I've also emailed a doctor who comes highly recommended from my sister (she's a PhD at UNC and a physical therapist, so I trust her judgement!). I want to get an evaluation from him because I'm a little concerned that my foot doesn't hurt in the morning. This is like the biggest, number one sign that you have PF. I want to get his opinion so I know that it is in fact PF so I can do the right things to heal it up (like looking into orthotics, etc).

I'm bummed, but I'm also fine. As much as I would like to do Eagleman, I also want to be healthy. And there are many more races in my future and I don't want to wallow around feeling sorry for myself. So I'm not!

Here is a picture of Tassie. Tassie always makes me happy.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

The Zone

The zone is a beautiful place. It’s a place where in running, you tick off the miles like you could go all day. In biking, you’re turning over your legs and going fast but it feels easy. It’s where there aren’t any distractions from the outside world. It’s a place where it’s only you, and you are completely comfortable with yourself and what you’re doing. Getting into the zone is not always easy, but when you’re there, relish it. I’ve had the opportunity to be in the zone a few times, but not enough! I’m going to take a walk down memory lane - this is my blog after all, so might as well be a little self indulgent! - the first time I was ever truly in the zone, back when I was 13 years old.

I’ve been running for most of my life, but the other sport that was my passion growing up was basketball. When I was 13, I participated in the Elks National Free Throw Contest. This contest starts at the city level and winners keep moving on to the next round. The rounds were set up like this: City, Districts, Sub-Regionals, State, Regionals, Nationals. Each contestant would go to the free throw line, and shoot 5 warmup shots, followed by 10 in a row that would count toward your total score. The next contestant would go and so on until everyone had shot their first 10 shots. After this first round, each contestant would go back to the line and shoot their remaining 15 free throws in a row, for a total score out of 25 shots. I was lucky enough to advance all the way to Nationals, but the round that I found myself in the zone was at State.

The state championship was held at the University of Central Florida – unbeknownst to me at the time, my future college. There were only 3 contestants in each age bracket; one each representing the north, central and south regions of Florida. I was from the central region, and was the second contestant to shoot. The first girl, from the north, made 8 out of 10 free throws in the first round. I also made 8 out of 10, but the south girl didn’t do so well and was pretty much out of it after that. The north girl then went up to shoot her final 15, and made 12 of them. She was sitting pretty with a total score of 20/25. I was up next and proceeded to miss my first 2 shots! However, I wasn’t the least bit ruffled. My mind was steady and I simply thought: “I’ll make the next one.” And I did. “I’ll make the next one.” And so it went. I quickly lost count and just kept thinking, “Okay, now I’ll make this one.” I would shoot, make it, and then turn to the guy who would hand me another ball. Until I turned to him one time and he simply said, “You’re done," with a smile. It was then that I realized I had just made the final 13 in a row to win. Not once did I doubt myself. The entire time I was confident that, no worries, just make the next one. It was an incredible place to be.

Worries, fears, doubts – all of these hinder us from finding the zone. Most of the time, it is ourselves that sabotage our races with these negative thoughts. We keep ourselves out of it. Don’t worry about your competition; you can only control yourself. Don’t worry about the weather; it’s the same for everyone, and you certainly can't change it. Don’t worry about the missed run as you toe the line; worrying about it now is not going to make one iota of a difference. Don’t worry about what people think of you; people don’t think about you as much as you think they do :)

Here’s to finding the zone! Let’s all play in it!

Monday, May 5, 2008

Unwrinkling the Plantar Fascia

I just got back from my massage with Melissa, and am now sitting at my computer with a bag of vegetables under my right foot. She told me to ice it right when I got home and that I'm also not allowed to run tomorrow - what?! WAAAAH! Eagleman is so right around the corner and this girl has not run more than 45 minutes for many weeks now. New goal: race without feeling miserable.

The title of this post comes from Melissa who said she was really able to unwrinkle my plantar fascia (YECH!) Oh yeah, and I felt it! Melissa's husband Dave has my bike right now because it really needed a tune-up and cleaning. They are quite a good couple to know. Incidentally, my bike does not have a name - it seems that it is quite fashionable to give your bike a name, but no, my bike is just my bike. And that's what it will stay.

I swam this morning with the masters group. It is set up long course on Monday's and I am so slow at long course. Slower than what the conversion to yards is. Depressingly slow. I guess I'm better at flip turns than I realize, and that is not good for open water swimming. Really need to work on that. The lakes around here are warming up so I'm hoping to find some time to swim some open water this summer. Where I find that time is still TBD.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Testing, testing

This morning Marty and I headed to Umstead for a run. It was the moment of truth - would I be able to run? We started off, and uh-oh, not good. My heal was hurting badly. Marty suggested we just try and run 3 miles and I sadly agreed. Less than 10 minutes into the run, however, it started feeling better. It was like it warmed-up a bit. Even though it still hurt, it wasn't un-runnable, so we kept going until we turned around at 23 minutes. All told we ran for 46 minutes...okay, it was more of a jog but I was very happy. It was much less than what was originally on my schedule, but Marty didn't want me to go too long just yet, seeing as I really haven't run since St. Anthony's. Tomorrow I'm going over to our friend Melissa's house - she is an awesome massage therapist and she's going to work on my foot. Sure to be painful but I know it will help. The best news may be that all day today walking around my foot hasn't hurt too bad. I hope no one yells at me for wearing Keens at work tomorrow, because they seem to be the best shoe for me right now.

Speaking of my pesky foot, I'm sure I didn't help matters last night by wearing heels at the wedding, but what could I have done? You can't exactly wear sneakers with a nice dress. So I did my best at staying seated (no dancing) and when I was seated I had my shoe off so it wasn't putting any strain on my calf or achilles tendon. Here is a picture of us girls surrounding a very debonair looking Lawrence. If you've been to an Ironman Expo, you've probably met him.


That's Kara and me on the left, and then Kristin and Alysia on the right. The wedding was very beautiful and a lot of fun. Below is groom, Aaron, with our friend's Dave and Melissa (Melissa Massage Therapist Extraordinaire).








Finally, I have to give a big shout to fellow teammate, Stacey Richardson, who was the first amateur down at the St. Croix 70.3. She was aiming for that Kona slot all year and she crushed everyone en route to it. What a stud.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Happy May

I've put a more detailed St. Anthony's race report on our triathlon team's website.

I had a very busy and stressful week at work, and am so glad it's Friday! Unfortunately, my foot is still bothering me quite a bit. I haven't tried running since Tuesday and have been doing all the recommended things that sometimes help plantar fasciitis. I'm going to try and go for a jog this weekend so keep your fingers crossed. If I can't run very soon, I probably won't be able to do Eagleman which would be a real bummer.

Anywho, onto more positive topics! This weekend is the White Lake Half and Sprint Triathlon - very popular races here in NC. Marty is heading down in the morning to watch a few of his athletes compete in the half, and I will be up here riding my bike for 3 hours. Tomorrow night we have a wedding to go to that I know will be a lot of fun. That's about it. Check you all lata.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

My Dog is Ambidextrous

Here's a video of Tassie doing the one and only trick she knows. Boy that narrator needs to practice her delivery!


Take that, Boss Fedofsky-Waterstraat!